Are human relations really that fragile? Or is it merely how one wants to go about maintaining the relationship.
I’m sorry, but I am afraid to hold on now. I just feel like crying out loud, maybe I care too much, but to see a friendship going down the drain just like that really makes me feel upset.
I’m feeling scare, really very scared. I have doubts about myself, and about you. Can you trust me, and can I trust you? We both have issues when it comes to trust.
I do not know how much you want this to work, but I really want this to work. But I’m afraid. I’ve really come to a cross road this time.
I know I haven been blogging for the longest time ever……. Hence this will be a summary.
School started with a BANG! Okay, not exactly, but yeah, there were gossips going on, new stuff and every other thing.
I fell terribly sick on my 20th birthday, hence I did not celebrate it. But nevertheless, thank you those for the presents, and of cos the SURPRISE party which i couldnt attend. It was made possible thanks to J!!!! Who actually collaborated with my bff Tess. Tsk! Haha. Thanks for everything ladies!!! <3
There are just so many juicy gossips going around. Sometimes it is overwhelming. And as the saying goes ‘Never judge a book by its cover’ it is really true. There’s only one thing I can say about this, what goes around comes around, and since you’re already so paranoid, may you get worse.
School is way way way better with JaiHo and Musey around! Lovely lovely people. All the bimbo moments are so damn hilarious!
There’s someone new now, DJ, hopefully this one will really work out.
And Chijmes with Tess and Jo last night was AWESOME!
Back to school !! Apparently only a handful wore, and J and I were two of those few.
Library time!!! <3 Sandra
lovely uniform girls!
Dinner time!!
Friendship should never be threatened by the opposite sex. I don’t know if I should be feeling insecure, but I do know that S is not over him, hence I do not know if I should continue this. The initial stages are easy to get over. Till then S’s feelings would still come first.
We all slip at times. The HAHA that went by, the lost opportunity.
And we all regret.
Happy 2010 everyone, Photos soon. xoxo
Yes, it is that time of the year again where we say goodbye to all the good and bad things that were said/done throughout the year, take a step back and reflect on our actions.
As far as I’m concern, 2009 has been a good year to me. I have closed one chapter of my life, and opened up another. That’s the high school years are put behind me, and I’ve entered a new phase of the college life.
Let’s start from the beginning of the year.
The first quarter of the year passed quite neatly. Started my first job ever in SPH, spent time with dates, and headed to Phuket again. Let’s look at the more memorable things of the first quarter:
I guess the second quarter was slightly more exciting? M’s appearance made some impact, definitely. Working at TTSH and meeting new people took the bulk of it. Oh, not forgetting C as well. From the HR department to the x-ray was a really different experience. Getting to know Beth was one of the best things. She made working so different. Thanks for the time babe.
Third quarter? Ha, it was the start of the blast I guess. Settling down in college, meeting new school mates and separation from bff etc. Everything was so different, and that includes the people around. Third quarter of 2009 was probably the tip of the ice-berg.
The ultimate blast came from the last quarter of 2009. All the hours of phone calls and unearthly hours to wake up just to finish up the assignments were a brand new experience. Well, not entirely brand new, but it was still new. And I vowed now that the same mistakes would not be repeated again. Now, let’s do a review:
Despite all those, one thing had not change, and that is me being bitchy. Even on the 30th of December I’m still as bitchy as ever. And a surprising thing is I disgust at the mention of Robert Pattinson. Don’t get me wrong, I still very much admire him, BUT someone else does as well, and she has the guy I want, or rather, wanted.
One thing is definite, 2009 has made me a stronger person, to be honest, stronger than ever. And thanks to the people I have, be it good or bad, it had contributed to the strength. Bff definitely played a huge part in my life. Be it good or bad, she stood by me. Thanks love, no words can express how much I appreciate your existence, and knowing you was definitely good karma. Nothing and nobody can ever change the way our friendship has been established. There’s nothing and no one that can bring us down because before either one of us can be destroyed, we’ll be helping each other to rebuild (why the fuck am I sounding like we’re machines?) and we’ll plot the revenge, okay fine, no revenge, but we’ll be bitching for the enemy’s downfall. Because we both believe that what goes around comes around, nobody knows that better than the both of us.
2010 will hopefully be a good year, the bitchy me will probably not be gone. But one thing is for sure, some things are already dead and gone, and some will be dead and gone as well.
Xoxo
As I bid goodbye to 2009, let us take a look at what the second last week I had.
23rd was Bro G’s 21st birthday celebration. Went down with Sandra and Aaron. The time was great, crapped with other school mates such as Samuel and all. Really had a funny night.
Lynn, Aaron, Sandra
A Polaroid taken for G’s guest-book
G!!! Bro, thanks for the times man!
Following day was Xmas eve. Well, I’m not in Paris this year, hence, I got to meet up with my lovely people whom I used to spend Xmas with. Event was held at Evon’s.
Tess joined us this year :)
One Bacardi Limon, courtesy of me.
Stayed there till 7am! Hence, Xmas itself was spent resting at home :) Boxing Day sales here CANNOT be compared to the ones in London. And I can’t believe I spent Sunday driving around the North-West of Singapore. It was tiring. Very very tiring.
Monday was extremely fun. Had an impromptu shopping date with Joelyn. Totally adore it. Well, minus the dashing across busy Orchard Road that is. Well, cute, geeky Caucasian boy was nice. ♥
Brought her to No. 5 for about an hour. We had two sets of Martinis. Take my word, never try Palm Beach Martini. It was horrendous, well, unless you’re someone who’s into bitter sensations, then go ahead with it.
Lychee Martini was there to wash the Palm Beach away, thankfully…
Lychee and Palm Beach
Before the Martinis kicked in
Still sober. 
Now you start to see the effects it had on me
The more obvious effects
My apologies for the following photos, WP didnt allow me to them, I don’t know why. 
I’m starting to think that Martinis are my Achilles Heels 
I caught Sherlock Holmes with Joelyn the next day! To be honest, the show was great in my opinion. Jude Law was so extremely charming, I could sleep with him. *oops*
But over all, the show was worth the bucks.
Great times lovely! ♥♥
xoxo
Alright. so this week was indeed a fruitful week. Like EXTREMELY…..
I can indeed write a bad romance with clubbing. Like what Tess said, each time we club, it get worse. In summary, I got to know a French guy, named Eric. BUT I did not exchange any form of contact with him, don’t ask me why.
It was a mere coincidence that I met my college friends there, well, Danial was celebrating his 21st birthday, and Ahmad happened to be there! Hence Tess and I went to join them, well, Tess got to know my friends. got hot too baby :) haha.
BFF! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
The amount of ♥ is so much that it can go round the world infinite times! ♥
We’re happy ladies, well, even happier after we stepped into the club :)
Made our way to One Fullerton after dinner, and we met Ahmad outside Starbucks! Together with FAUZI, Danial, Owen, Fi, Lily and Lily’s guy. Totally adore these people! xoxo! And vodka was the introductory drink.
Well well, my BBF, not best boyfriend, but Best Bitch Friend! XOXO Ahmad, absolutely love you!♥
My BFF and my BBF, what an awesome combination isn’t it? ♥♥♥♥
They got a table for Danial’s birthday, and the queue to get in was HORRIBLE! It was so long, it resembled a MRT! And Owen insisted that I looked like Minnie Mouse, like SERIOUSLY?!
Pardon the flushed face, had the vodka too fast :)
But I had fun with you Owen!! And no more Minnie Mouse! 
While waiting, Nerine, Kheng May and Michael came as well
Guess who we saw, the BA club people…..
Owen, Ahmad, Lynn. Xoxo
Kheng May, Owen, Ahmad, Lynn. Photo courtsey of Nerine
Surprise surprise, Ajay was there too!
Well, we were both shocked to see each other there.
:)
An even bigger surprise when I got in,
SANDRA!
She’s loved too!
♥
Alright, the following photos are on the dancefloor, pardon the untidiness. To be honest, these are the really clean shots, and I certainly hope there wasn’t any ‘unglam’ shots that were taken. Dancefloor was fired up! Well, it wasn’t the Martell’s fault, neither was it the beer’s fault.
What happened on the dancefloor stayed in the dancefloor.
Shall not elaborate on it anymore. :)
Of cos, the photos aren’t only these, there’re others. Search for them on facebook yourself :)
I certainly had a great night. Oh, and after reading Xiaxue’s love story, I’m still amazed that a fairy tale like that can still actually happen! Its extremely sweet!
I wanna have a guy like hers! preferably Caucasian too! Haha, and while bathing just now, I thought about it. I’m going to start an operation. It will be called:
Why FLAAG? It stands for:
Okay, laugh for all you want. But I AM S-E-R-I-O-U-S. Haha, shucks, I seriously think I’m damn bimbo, and damn thick skin! OKay, call me a SPG, but seriously, Singaporean guys (not all, but most) are proving to be either
There’s a huge difference, and I’ll probably name them when I’m free.
Hence for now, Operation FLAAG shall commence!
Happy Holidays lovely people! xoxo
I party-ed my life away this week. Can say its one of the best weeks of my life so far.
Update with photos soon….. Till then, life is good :)
